{"id":3358,"date":"2011-01-21T10:36:26","date_gmt":"2011-01-21T14:36:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cynthomas.com\/photocardblog\/?p=3358"},"modified":"2011-01-21T10:36:26","modified_gmt":"2011-01-21T14:36:26","slug":"om-hard-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cynthomas.com\/journal\/om-hard-time\/","title":{"rendered":"OM :: The Hard Time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/cubagallery\/4466636070\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/cynthomas.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/4466636070_8ea2cc0503-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"Retro \/ Vintage \/ Alarm Clock by Cuba Gallery on Flickr\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-3359\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cynthomas.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/4466636070_8ea2cc0503-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cynthomas.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/4466636070_8ea2cc0503-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/cynthomas.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/4466636070_8ea2cc0503.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>&#8220;Look at the time!&#8221;<br \/>\n<br \/>\nI know this is universal, this passage of time, seemingly too quickly, but it&#8217;s been a particular struggle for me these past two weeks.<br \/>\n<br \/>\nBetween all the snow, the many days off from school, the upheaval of two major rooms in our home and my husband&#8217;s changing schedule for the new year, I think I&#8217;ve been able to actually work (at the very most), a couple hours a day.  That does not get IT done.<br \/>\n<br \/>\nComplaining about it doesn&#8217;t get it done either.  But realizing that I have lost control of my time is a step towards sanity.  I need to let go of the self-made anxiety created by my impatient brain.  Is anyone going hungry?  No.  Has anyone missed an appointment\/school\/class amidst the chaos?  No.  Is anyone judging me for all the things I&#8217;m not accomplishing?  No (just you and you should really stop that.)<br \/>\n<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t stop the snow falling.<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t do everything I want\/need to do.<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t stop time.<br \/>\n<br \/>\nWhat I can do, is give myself, and everyone else within earshot, a break.  It&#8217;s enough grumpiness and heavy sighs.  I need to make the steps to manage the time I have AND take more <strong><em>time<\/em><\/strong> to appreciate what&#8217;s right in front of me.<br \/>\n<br \/>\n<center>:::<\/center><br \/>\n<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.alamodestuffblog.com\/2010\/04\/organizing-meet-up-om-one-moment-wanna.html\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft height=\" src=\"http:\/\/i748.photobucket.com\/albums\/xx125\/alamodestuff\/OM_alamodemeetupbutton.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"om [one moment] meet up\" width=\"139\" \/><\/a>OM is *one moment* and is a meetup designed to notice &amp; relish a moment in everyday life.  The meetup idea was created by Linda at her blog, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.alamodestuffblog.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">a la mode stuff<\/a>.<br \/>\n<br \/>\nIf you&#8217;d like to participate in OM, just click the button and you&#8217;ll be taken to Linda&#8217;s post explaining it all.<br \/>\n<P><\/p>\n<div class=\"linkwithin_hook\" id=\"https:\/\/cynthomas.com\/journal\/om-hard-time\/\"><\/div><script>\r\n<!-- \/\/LinkWithinCodeStart\r\nvar linkwithin_site_id = 1331825;\r\nvar linkwithin_div_class = \"linkwithin_hook\";\r\n\/\/LinkWithinCodeEnd -->\r\n<\/script>\r\n<script src=\"http:\/\/www.linkwithin.com\/widget.js\"><\/script>\r\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.linkwithin.com\/\"><img src=\"http:\/\/www.linkwithin.com\/pixel.png\" alt=\"Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...\" style=\"border: 0\" \/><\/a>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Look at the time!&#8221; I know this is universal, this passage of time, seemingly too quickly, but it&#8217;s been a particular struggle for me these past two weeks. 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